Happy 18th Birthday Zach!
Welcome to adulthood!
I wish I could be there to celebrate this milestone birthday! I thought about calling or emailing you but I'm going to let you decide when you would like to talk, which I hope we can do one day!
As an adult you are no longer bound by any agreements that were conjured up in the past that tore us apart. You are free to do what you want. With that said however, I want you to make sure that you are ready and if that means more time, so be it. I just want to be a part of your life again.
I miss you Zach, we lost alot of time and experiences that we will never get back. Life is too short for bullshit and we only live once.
Grandma will have a gift from me for you next time she sees you. My contact information will be with it. Let's talk when you are ready.