It has been three years since I have held you in my arms, since we've spoken or communicated in any fashion. I want you to know that I'm always thinking of you, the memory of being you father will never die even though you don't consider me as your Dad anymore I will always be your Dad. One who loves you and wants only what's best for you and wants you to be happy.
If I had any clue as to how painful and truly horrible the outcome of giving your Mom and Simon full parental rights I would never ever had done it. I would have never listened to your mother nor would I have allowed Simon near you for that matter. I know what Simon has done to hurt you mentally and emotionally by making me look like the bad guy, like the person who abandoned you! I didn't abandon you! I never will!!!
This blog is for you and until we meet again I will tell you the history of what happened to us, how my life is now and what you have to look forward to should you seek me out when you are older and I pray that you do!!!
I love you so much Zach and Sophie and hope that you are happy and have peace for that's all I ever wanted for you.