Monday, February 22, 2016

Zach is an adult!

Happy 18th Birthday Zach!

Welcome to adulthood!

I wish I could be there to celebrate this milestone birthday! I thought about calling or emailing you but I'm going to let you decide when you would like to talk, which I hope we can do one day!

As an adult you are no longer bound by any agreements that were conjured up in the past that tore us apart. You are free to do what you want. With that said however, I want you to make sure that you are ready and if that means more time, so be it. I just want to be a part of your life again.

I miss you Zach, we lost alot of time and experiences that we will never get back. Life is too short for bullshit and we only live once.

Grandma will have a gift from me for you next time she sees you. My contact information will be with it. Let's talk when you are ready.

Love Dad


Friday, December 25, 2015

Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas Zach and Sophie! I hope you have had a great Christmas and got everything you wanted. Grandma and Grandpa have something for you from me.

Missing you both very much!

Love Dad

Wednesday, September 30, 2015

Happy 13th Birthday Sophie!!!

Happy Birthday to my beautiful and wonderful daughter Sophie! I hear that you are growing up into a very wonderful young lady from Grandma. I always ask about you and Zachary. I miss you very much Sophie and Zachary. One day I hope we can connect. I hope that you have a great day Sophie! I love you very much! Xoxo

Love Dad

P.S. - Danika died in July, she had heart failure. I know that she loved you and would have given you some cuddling if she was able to. :(

Sunday, February 22, 2015

Happy 17th Birthday Zach!

Happy 17th Birthday Zach! I hope you have a great day! I love you and I am thinking of you all the time. In another year you will be an adult. Wow!

I hope one day we can reconnect and start a relationship. I am here for you. I love you very much Zach!

Love Dad

Thursday, December 25, 2014

Merry Christmas Zach and Sophie!

Hi Zach and Sophie!

I hope you both have a great Christmas and you both get everything you want! I am wishing I could be with you but for now please know that I am in my heart!

Merry Christmas and I love and miss you both very much!

Love Dad!

PS - Grandma has your gift!

Tuesday, September 30, 2014

Happy Birthday Sophie!


I miss you sooo much :(

I wish I could be with you to celebrate your Birthday. Maybe one day we will get a chance?

I hope you have a great day and Grandma has something for you from me.

Love ALWAYS, Dad!


Sunday, February 23, 2014

Happy 16th Birthday Zach!

Happy 16th Birthday Zachary!

Happy 16th Birthday Zach! You are now a young adult! I remember 16 years ago when you were born and how my life had changed at that moment for the better. You may not think so after everything that has happened, but believe me, a day does not pass where I do not think about you. 

You are getting older and wiser and you see how life is not black and white. You are forming your own opinions, thoughts and who you are at this age. You may find yourself changing friends, adding new friends or you may just go about your life the way it is. You may find yourself pressured to do things you do not want to do with your friends. Think for yourself Zach, do not go against what you believe or what your gut says is not what you should be doing. You are a young adult with a bright future ahead of you and peer pressure can be a good or bad thing. Just figure out what the bad is so that you can grow and see the world without regret!

16 is also a time for getting your licence. I am sure you want that! I do hope that you not only get your car licence but you take a serious look at getting your motorcycle licence. Maybe one day we can reconnect and do a motorcycle ride somewhere. Read "Zen & The Art of Motorcycle Maintenance" if you get a chance.

I hope you have a great 16th Birthday Zach and remember that I am always thinking of you and soon, when you are ready, I will be able to have a heart to heart with you in person.

I love you Zach!

Love Dad.

Monday, September 30, 2013

Happy Birthday Sophie!!!

Happy Birthday Sophie!

Happy Birthday Sophie, I hope you have a great day with lots of cake and happiness. Grandma has a gift for you from Angela and me. I hope you like it! 

Not a day goes by that I don't think about you, how you are, what you are thinking and how much you are growing up and so fast! I really wish I could hold you and give you a hug and tell you how much I love you and miss you. One day I will see you! 

Give Zach a hug for me and tell him I miss and love him very much!

Have a great Birthday Sophie and I love you very much. You are always in my heart!

Love Dad

Hi Sophie, 

Happy Birthday!

I hope you have a great Birthday and hope you know that we miss you and love you very much.

Love Angela

P.S. - Danika says "woof!" :)

Thursday, December 27, 2012

Christmas 2012

Merry Christmas Zach and Sophie! I hope that Santa was good to you both and managed to fulfill your wish list. Did you have a white Christmas? Did you do anything fun? It's been warm here on the island but on the 24th we did get snow so it was a nice surprise to wake up to on Christmas day. I'm not sure if you've seen Grandma & Grandpa but they have your gifts from us whenever you do get to see them. Did you know that they were here this summer with Angela's parents? It's always great having them here, they come out almost every summer and Grandma always has an eye on property out here...  maybe she'll buy a summer house out here sometime... :o) But there's not need for it since we have plenty of room.

We still have the B&B and we managed to buy a small cottage on the ocean this past spring, it needs a lot of work but that's what we do. It feels good fixing up something old and making it new again. We're hoping it will be ready for next summer's booking season, but I'm not going to hold my breath. Hey Zach did you get a summer job this year? How are you enjoying high school? Sophie are you taking any classes? Do you still love horses?

I can't wait for you kids to come out here and be a part of our family again. You will love it here kids, there is so much to do and see and of course motorcycles everywhere Zach and lot's of horse ranches Sophie!

I hope you have a very Happy New Year and wish you all the best in the year to come.
Christmas Motorcycle
Zach, I know you have already seen this blog and whenever you want to talk again, by email or facebook please know that I am here for you... I have never left.

I love and miss you very much!!! XOXOXOXOOXX

Dad :o)

Sunday, September 30, 2012

Happy Birthday Sophie!

Happy Birthday to you Sophie!

I hope that you have a great day with lots of fun and cake!

You are growing up fast!

I love and miss  you very much Sophie!

Love Dad. xoxoxoxoxo

P.S. - Say hi to Zach for me! Let him know that I am thinking of him and love him very much.

Birthday Cake!

Birthday Cake!

Family Reunion

Family Reunion